1 00:00:06,006 --> 00:00:08,526 - ["Destination" by Nickel Creek playing] - ? You don't owe me ? 2 00:00:08,591 --> 00:00:11,428 ? One more minute of your wasted time ? 3 00:00:12,887 --> 00:00:15,682 ? You act like it's all fine ? 4 00:00:16,266 --> 00:00:17,684 ? It isn't hard to leave ? 5 00:00:17,767 --> 00:00:21,271 ? Knowing that I'll be getting life On track ? 6 00:00:22,731 --> 00:00:25,775 ? I wanted to believe ? 7 00:00:25,859 --> 00:00:32,657 ? I've gotta make a destination ? 8 00:00:32,741 --> 00:00:35,577 ? Find where I belong ? 9 00:00:35,660 --> 00:00:42,584 ? This time I've got no hesitation ? 10 00:00:42,667 --> 00:00:45,670 ? I'll be movin' on ? 11 00:00:45,754 --> 00:00:49,090 ? To where I belong ? 12 00:00:49,174 --> 00:00:52,302 ? I'll be movin' on ? 13 00:00:52,385 --> 00:00:55,555 ? Over the line I've drawn ? 14 00:00:55,638 --> 00:01:00,894 ? I'm already gone ? 15 00:01:06,775 --> 00:01:08,234 [music fades] 16 00:01:10,070 --> 00:01:11,446 [door opens] 17 00:01:11,529 --> 00:01:13,073 [crickets chirping] 18 00:01:13,156 --> 00:01:14,783 [footsteps approaching] 19 00:01:17,577 --> 00:01:20,205 [inhales, exhales deeply] 20 00:01:20,288 --> 00:01:23,166 [solemn music playing] 21 00:01:24,751 --> 00:01:26,044 Where do you wanna talk? 22 00:01:26,711 --> 00:01:27,711 Um... 23 00:01:28,046 --> 00:01:30,548 [stammers] The living room might be best. 24 00:01:58,618 --> 00:02:00,328 [Helen] I need you to trust me. 25 00:02:03,206 --> 00:02:04,206 I do. 26 00:02:06,042 --> 00:02:08,419 I just wish we weren't having this conversation. 27 00:02:09,420 --> 00:02:11,422 I wish I hadn't let him get to me 28 00:02:12,382 --> 00:02:13,633 or Mary Vaughn. 29 00:02:14,968 --> 00:02:16,928 - Any of it. All of it. - Cal, stop. 30 00:02:17,011 --> 00:02:19,931 No, see, that's the problem right there, isn't it? 31 00:02:20,682 --> 00:02:22,016 I don't know when to stop. 32 00:02:22,100 --> 00:02:23,100 Cal. 33 00:02:23,643 --> 00:02:26,437 - Is Stu okay? - His ego was more bruised than his lip. 34 00:02:26,521 --> 00:02:28,641 - I shouldn't have hit him. - [Erik] We all wanted to. 35 00:02:28,690 --> 00:02:31,734 I was worried he had a weapon or something. 36 00:02:31,818 --> 00:02:34,088 I only called for help 'cause I was afraid you'd get hurt. 37 00:02:34,112 --> 00:02:36,006 - I was protecting Maddie. - [Helen] We know that. 38 00:02:36,030 --> 00:02:38,158 [Cal] That's no excuse. There is no excuse. 39 00:02:38,241 --> 00:02:41,995 - Not a soul there would blame you. - I'm not looking for forgiveness either. 40 00:02:43,705 --> 00:02:44,581 I messed up. 41 00:02:44,664 --> 00:02:48,042 I will step away from the restaurant, from... from everything. 42 00:02:49,460 --> 00:02:50,962 Whatever sets matters right. 43 00:02:51,045 --> 00:02:53,173 You need to set matters right for yourself too, Cal. 44 00:02:53,256 --> 00:02:55,216 And you do not need to step back. 45 00:02:55,300 --> 00:02:57,862 Let me start by talking with the county prosecutor in the morning, 46 00:02:57,886 --> 00:02:58,886 and we'll go from there. 47 00:03:00,013 --> 00:03:01,764 We all wanna help you, Cal. 48 00:03:05,727 --> 00:03:09,898 I have to, um, get, um, home. 49 00:03:10,398 --> 00:03:11,858 It's, um, late. 50 00:03:12,358 --> 00:03:14,569 - Hey, let me drive you home. - [Cal] Yeah. 51 00:03:15,195 --> 00:03:17,405 [Erik] Just, uh, give me a moment, all right? 52 00:03:17,488 --> 00:03:19,949 Maddie, why don't you ride with me? 53 00:03:22,327 --> 00:03:25,413 [solemn music continues] 54 00:03:28,249 --> 00:03:29,751 - Hey. - Hey. [sighs] 55 00:03:30,460 --> 00:03:32,503 It's been quite a night. 56 00:03:36,299 --> 00:03:37,300 It has. 57 00:03:41,304 --> 00:03:43,473 I'll... talk to you tomorrow. 58 00:04:00,156 --> 00:04:01,199 [door closes] 59 00:04:12,460 --> 00:04:14,712 [solemn music continues] 60 00:04:25,181 --> 00:04:28,327 I'm happy to help with English homework, especially if we're reading more Austen, 61 00:04:28,351 --> 00:04:30,728 but I'd be no good with chemistry. 62 00:04:30,812 --> 00:04:32,230 Science was never my thing. 63 00:04:32,313 --> 00:04:36,317 [chuckles] I'm excited. Not many juniors get to take this class. 64 00:04:37,026 --> 00:04:38,152 [Ronnie] Proud of you. 65 00:04:39,153 --> 00:04:40,238 [door opens] 66 00:04:40,738 --> 00:04:43,366 - Oh! Welcome home. - [chuckles] 67 00:04:43,449 --> 00:04:45,910 Hey! I didn't expect you two to still be up. 68 00:04:46,869 --> 00:04:48,204 I tried to get her to bed. 69 00:04:48,705 --> 00:04:51,416 - Not very hard, but I tried. - [chuckling] 70 00:04:51,499 --> 00:04:54,002 I wanted to make sure that Coach Cal was okay. Is he? 71 00:04:54,085 --> 00:04:55,295 He will be. 72 00:04:55,378 --> 00:04:56,378 And Maddie? 73 00:04:56,713 --> 00:04:58,256 She's fine. 74 00:04:59,716 --> 00:05:02,528 Annie, how about we talk more in the morning? It's been such a long day. 75 00:05:02,552 --> 00:05:03,761 - Sure. - [Dana Sue] Okay. 76 00:05:03,845 --> 00:05:05,513 - Night, Mom. Night, Dad. - [Dana Sue] Mm. 77 00:05:05,596 --> 00:05:08,016 - Good night. I love you. - [Dana Sue] Sweet dreams, baby. 78 00:05:09,267 --> 00:05:10,268 So, where's Cal now? 79 00:05:11,311 --> 00:05:14,147 Helen got him released, and Erik took him home. 80 00:05:17,025 --> 00:05:18,443 - [sighs] - [door closes] 81 00:05:18,526 --> 00:05:20,086 I wish I'd have been there. I'd have... 82 00:05:20,153 --> 00:05:23,072 When the hell were you gonna tell me Kathy was back? 83 00:05:25,283 --> 00:05:26,617 - I didn't know. - Really? 84 00:05:27,118 --> 00:05:30,663 She came back without calling you, texting, anything? 85 00:05:30,747 --> 00:05:32,433 Dana Sue, I haven't heard from her since... 86 00:05:32,457 --> 00:05:35,918 Then why is she here... doing this? 87 00:05:36,002 --> 00:05:37,962 What are you... Come here. Give me that. 88 00:05:38,046 --> 00:05:41,341 Come here! Give me that phone. Hey, what are you doing? Come here. 89 00:05:41,424 --> 00:05:44,385 [solemn music playing] 90 00:05:44,469 --> 00:05:46,095 I have no idea. 91 00:05:46,179 --> 00:05:50,099 You know what to do if she does reach out, right? 92 00:05:53,728 --> 00:05:56,230 [upbeat country music playing] 93 00:06:01,611 --> 00:06:04,364 I got a ton of texts overnight about Coach Cal getting fired 94 00:06:04,447 --> 00:06:06,032 but nothing about a fight. 95 00:06:06,115 --> 00:06:09,243 - Sure it'll spread like wildfire today. - I can't imagine Coach in a fight. 96 00:06:09,327 --> 00:06:11,079 - He was protecting me. - From what? 97 00:06:11,162 --> 00:06:12,997 Listen, it was a mess. 98 00:06:13,790 --> 00:06:16,376 We'll get it all figured out today. Just please don't worry. 99 00:06:16,459 --> 00:06:17,960 How can we not? It... 100 00:06:19,087 --> 00:06:20,004 So, what can we do? 101 00:06:20,088 --> 00:06:23,883 Well, the first thing you could do is don't let your friends, 102 00:06:24,467 --> 00:06:27,929 even if they mean well, pull you into negative conversations. 103 00:06:28,012 --> 00:06:31,974 Otherwise, just... do your chores and look after Katie. 104 00:06:32,642 --> 00:06:34,102 - I wanna go see him. - [Maddie] No. 105 00:06:35,103 --> 00:06:36,229 Not now. 106 00:06:37,146 --> 00:06:38,146 Please. 107 00:06:47,573 --> 00:06:50,243 [Kyle in British accent] My queen, we shall guard the princess, 108 00:06:50,326 --> 00:06:52,370 banish dragons, and defend the castle. 109 00:06:52,453 --> 00:06:53,871 And empty the dishwasher. 110 00:06:53,955 --> 00:06:55,623 And empty the washer of dishes. 111 00:06:55,706 --> 00:06:56,916 [chuckles] 112 00:06:57,750 --> 00:06:58,750 Ta-ta. 113 00:07:03,131 --> 00:07:06,509 Unbelievable. Coach Cal got fired. 114 00:07:07,218 --> 00:07:09,262 What are Gabe and the guys gonna do without him? 115 00:07:09,345 --> 00:07:12,223 Won't Coach Harlan take over? You always liked him. 116 00:07:12,306 --> 00:07:16,060 Yeah, he's great. Just... didn't play pro. 117 00:07:17,895 --> 00:07:21,482 [Kyle] The fight actually sounds like an equally big deal, which stinks. 118 00:07:21,566 --> 00:07:22,733 I mean, Mom was happy, 119 00:07:22,817 --> 00:07:26,362 and I thought Coach was coming around on important stuff like listening to us 120 00:07:26,446 --> 00:07:28,781 and appreciating theater. 121 00:07:28,865 --> 00:07:30,700 Nobody said Mom and Coach are breaking up. 122 00:07:30,783 --> 00:07:31,951 Yeah, but they might. 123 00:07:34,495 --> 00:07:35,705 Cal's not Dad. 124 00:07:35,788 --> 00:07:37,832 Ever wonder what it's like to live with calm people? 125 00:07:37,915 --> 00:07:40,585 [chuckles] You? You want less drama? 126 00:07:40,668 --> 00:07:43,087 [stammers] I want fewer surprises. 127 00:07:43,671 --> 00:07:44,922 Actually, I want no surprises, 128 00:07:45,006 --> 00:07:49,260 but Dr. Ashley says I need to recognize that the results will be... suboptimal. 129 00:07:51,179 --> 00:07:52,597 I really need to talk to Coach. 130 00:07:52,680 --> 00:07:55,725 Mom said no. And the last thing she needs right now is you going rogue. 131 00:07:55,808 --> 00:07:58,769 Yeah. I suppose. 132 00:07:58,853 --> 00:08:00,706 Since we're on the subject of moms who say no... 133 00:08:00,730 --> 00:08:02,857 - Are we? - ...I asked Nellie out. 134 00:08:03,649 --> 00:08:05,151 And she said yes. 135 00:08:05,234 --> 00:08:07,945 And things were great for, like, 15 whole minutes, 136 00:08:08,029 --> 00:08:10,114 and then... boom. 137 00:08:10,198 --> 00:08:11,407 Boom? 138 00:08:11,491 --> 00:08:14,052 Her mom says we can't see each other because of the stupid recall. 139 00:08:14,076 --> 00:08:17,371 And all the usual our mom versus her mom stuff. 140 00:08:19,040 --> 00:08:20,041 [sighs] 141 00:08:24,504 --> 00:08:25,504 I'm sorry, dude. 142 00:08:26,214 --> 00:08:29,175 You deserve some happiness just like Mom does. 143 00:08:30,593 --> 00:08:31,593 Uh... 144 00:08:32,303 --> 00:08:33,304 Thanks. 145 00:08:34,055 --> 00:08:35,055 Of course. 146 00:08:36,015 --> 00:08:37,350 [chuckles] 147 00:08:38,893 --> 00:08:42,104 [hesitates] So, do you got any advice? 148 00:08:42,188 --> 00:08:45,233 No, sir. Mrs. Lewis has always kind of scared me. 149 00:08:45,316 --> 00:08:46,150 [quietly] Yeah. 150 00:08:46,234 --> 00:08:49,987 Do you remember that Fourth of July parade when she jumped up on a Scout float 151 00:08:50,071 --> 00:08:53,199 while it was moving to comb Jackson's hair? 152 00:08:53,282 --> 00:08:54,784 She landed right on my foot, 153 00:08:54,867 --> 00:08:57,328 and I thought her heel was gonna go all the way through 154 00:08:57,411 --> 00:08:59,747 and nail me to that float permanently. 155 00:08:59,830 --> 00:09:02,750 That show she put on in court is the whole reason I got community service. 156 00:09:02,833 --> 00:09:05,586 I... I kept waiting for a spotlight to appear. 157 00:09:05,670 --> 00:09:08,923 I'll bet she'll move on to terrorizing somebody else 158 00:09:09,006 --> 00:09:10,258 and forget all about you. 159 00:09:10,341 --> 00:09:13,135 And you and Nellie can pick up where you left off. 160 00:09:13,219 --> 00:09:15,388 [hopeful music playing] 161 00:09:22,353 --> 00:09:23,353 Wow. 162 00:09:26,649 --> 00:09:27,483 Wow. 163 00:09:27,567 --> 00:09:28,567 Right? 164 00:09:29,277 --> 00:09:30,945 All those zeroes. [laughs] 165 00:09:32,738 --> 00:09:35,658 [scoffs] Not even talking about all the zeros. 166 00:09:38,244 --> 00:09:40,121 How in heaven's name did you forget to tell me 167 00:09:40,204 --> 00:09:41,872 about all these zeros last night? 168 00:09:41,956 --> 00:09:42,999 Oh, come on. 169 00:09:44,292 --> 00:09:45,668 I had a lot on my mind 170 00:09:45,751 --> 00:09:48,754 with the Cal of it all, the Kathy of it all, 171 00:09:48,838 --> 00:09:52,341 much less the doesn't-seem-quite-real of it all. 172 00:09:54,719 --> 00:09:57,555 Sure you didn't need to sleep on it before you decided to tell me? 173 00:09:57,638 --> 00:09:59,140 Ronnie Sullivan... [chuckles] 174 00:09:59,223 --> 00:10:00,808 [splutters] Are you joshing me? 175 00:10:03,769 --> 00:10:05,771 You think I would hide that from you? 176 00:10:06,731 --> 00:10:09,775 A... a check that could change our lives 177 00:10:10,276 --> 00:10:11,319 and then some? 178 00:10:18,868 --> 00:10:19,868 Okay. I... 179 00:10:20,953 --> 00:10:23,706 - I could have said that better. - [scoffs] 180 00:10:25,625 --> 00:10:27,335 But it strikes me as odd. 181 00:10:30,046 --> 00:10:31,046 [Dana Sue] Ronnie. 182 00:10:32,089 --> 00:10:34,008 We're still finding our footing. 183 00:10:37,595 --> 00:10:38,679 And... 184 00:10:40,931 --> 00:10:42,266 I'm sorry. 185 00:10:42,350 --> 00:10:44,852 [gentle music playing] 186 00:10:44,935 --> 00:10:49,565 I could have handled that more gracefully, 187 00:10:50,566 --> 00:10:55,863 even with all the this-and-that last night. 188 00:11:05,289 --> 00:11:06,374 Ryan. 189 00:11:07,416 --> 00:11:09,460 - This is a nice surprise. - Maddie. 190 00:11:12,171 --> 00:11:14,171 First, let me thank you again for the beautiful day 191 00:11:14,215 --> 00:11:16,550 you and everyone else created to honor Aunt Frances. 192 00:11:16,634 --> 00:11:18,219 It was our honor, truly. 193 00:11:18,302 --> 00:11:21,931 In her name, I wanna present you with this box. 194 00:11:22,014 --> 00:11:23,683 Should I be worried what's in it? 195 00:11:23,766 --> 00:11:27,269 Her note to me said it's memorabilia from when the spa was her house. 196 00:11:27,353 --> 00:11:29,605 She thought you might enjoy displaying some of it. 197 00:11:29,689 --> 00:11:32,316 Oh, how fun! What kind of memorabilia? 198 00:11:32,400 --> 00:11:34,110 I actually didn't go through it. 199 00:11:34,193 --> 00:11:36,946 There were a lot of boxes with a lot of instructions, 200 00:11:37,029 --> 00:11:39,990 some more complicated than others, and I have to tend to them all. 201 00:11:40,074 --> 00:11:41,200 So you're staying a bit. 202 00:11:42,993 --> 00:11:44,537 I was thinking about it. 203 00:11:44,620 --> 00:11:47,331 Well, I'm sure that'll make a lot of people very happy. 204 00:11:47,415 --> 00:11:50,292 I always appreciate the chance to make people happy. 205 00:11:50,793 --> 00:11:51,793 [quietly] Yeah. 206 00:11:52,128 --> 00:11:54,672 Neville, Grace, Collins, my mom. 207 00:11:54,755 --> 00:11:58,008 They're all gonna wanna hold on to you even as they try to let her go. 208 00:11:59,176 --> 00:12:01,929 Well, thank you so much for bringing this by. 209 00:12:02,012 --> 00:12:04,724 I will let you know if there's treasure inside. 210 00:12:05,725 --> 00:12:06,725 Have a good day. 211 00:12:07,226 --> 00:12:09,937 [mellow music playing] 212 00:12:13,357 --> 00:12:15,693 [diners laughing, chattering indistinctly] 213 00:12:16,444 --> 00:12:17,695 Hey, Isaac. 214 00:12:17,778 --> 00:12:19,447 Uh, good morning, Maddie. 215 00:12:20,948 --> 00:12:23,826 I prayed for a lot of people last night, including you. 216 00:12:23,909 --> 00:12:25,077 Thank you. 217 00:12:26,120 --> 00:12:27,120 Um... 218 00:12:27,705 --> 00:12:28,956 The Bill part. 219 00:12:29,582 --> 00:12:33,210 I just... I want you to know I'm not gonna say anything to anybody, 220 00:12:33,294 --> 00:12:36,422 including my children, unless you ask me to. 221 00:12:37,131 --> 00:12:38,591 I appreciate that. [chuckles] 222 00:12:39,300 --> 00:12:43,220 It's so complicated. I'm still trying to figure out what I want. 223 00:12:43,304 --> 00:12:45,097 Well, that's what matters most. 224 00:12:45,181 --> 00:12:49,518 And if you need any help or support or anything, 225 00:12:49,602 --> 00:12:51,896 I am here for you as a friend. 226 00:12:53,105 --> 00:12:55,665 Although I'm pretty sure you already have a full roster of those. 227 00:12:55,691 --> 00:12:58,235 - Always room for another. - Morning, you two. 228 00:12:58,736 --> 00:13:01,155 Isaac, tell me you brought the yogurt parfaits. 229 00:13:01,238 --> 00:13:03,199 Vanilla and sour cherry as requested. 230 00:13:03,282 --> 00:13:06,285 Wonderful. [chuckles] And, Maddie, I have something when you two are done. 231 00:13:06,368 --> 00:13:08,078 Oh, go ahead. I have to get back. 232 00:13:09,246 --> 00:13:10,849 - Hope you have a beautiful day. - You too. 233 00:13:10,873 --> 00:13:13,709 - You have a great one too, Trotter. - [Trotter] Oh, if you insist. 234 00:13:18,464 --> 00:13:20,549 - He's a good kid. - Yeah, he sure is. 235 00:13:21,842 --> 00:13:25,346 Please tell me it is not another town council meeting request. 236 00:13:25,429 --> 00:13:26,931 [Trotter] Something better. 237 00:13:28,474 --> 00:13:31,143 Trotter! You shouldn't have. 238 00:13:32,645 --> 00:13:35,606 Uh, I didn't, but now I wish I had. 239 00:13:35,689 --> 00:13:39,360 But this never occurred to me that this is a flower-giving sort of situation. 240 00:13:40,569 --> 00:13:43,823 Yeah, I texted him about 15 times. 241 00:13:43,906 --> 00:13:47,326 All I got back was, "Later, please." [chuckles] 242 00:13:53,958 --> 00:13:56,043 - [Maddie sniffles, sighs] - [Trotter] Um... 243 00:13:56,126 --> 00:13:58,587 I'm not asking to share your flowers. 244 00:13:59,296 --> 00:14:01,006 I'm just trying to make you laugh. 245 00:14:01,090 --> 00:14:03,050 Not that there's anything wrong with crying, 246 00:14:03,133 --> 00:14:07,096 but how about we, uh... we do it over here? 247 00:14:07,680 --> 00:14:08,680 [Maddie sniffles] 248 00:14:09,098 --> 00:14:10,432 Oh God. 249 00:14:20,776 --> 00:14:22,444 I don't need details. 250 00:14:22,528 --> 00:14:26,198 I've... [chuckles] ...heard enough to understand how upsetting last night was 251 00:14:26,282 --> 00:14:27,533 for Cal and for you. 252 00:14:28,200 --> 00:14:29,577 I love you both. 253 00:14:30,077 --> 00:14:31,078 I wanna help. 254 00:14:31,579 --> 00:14:35,040 Since neither of you are making that particularly easy, 255 00:14:35,124 --> 00:14:40,045 let me just suggest you start by releasing all of that tension. 256 00:14:41,088 --> 00:14:44,758 I can feel it radiating into my bicep when I put my arm around you. 257 00:14:45,259 --> 00:14:50,472 So you can either have a good cry, or I can make you take a yoga class. 258 00:14:51,056 --> 00:14:52,057 It's your call. 259 00:14:57,688 --> 00:14:59,773 How do you always know the right thing to say? 260 00:14:59,857 --> 00:15:00,983 It's a gift. 261 00:15:02,276 --> 00:15:05,029 I'm not so much sad as I am unnerved. 262 00:15:05,696 --> 00:15:10,159 I feel like Cal has been hiding something from me, and it's just eating him alive. 263 00:15:10,242 --> 00:15:11,744 Strong people do that. 264 00:15:12,661 --> 00:15:15,581 They forget that sharing isn't a weakness. 265 00:15:16,165 --> 00:15:18,751 [sighs] Yeah. Right. 266 00:15:18,834 --> 00:15:21,170 [sniffles] Ooh! 267 00:15:21,253 --> 00:15:22,504 [Trotter chuckles softly] 268 00:15:23,005 --> 00:15:25,883 You know what would make me feel better? Getting back to work. 269 00:15:25,966 --> 00:15:27,843 Oh. No, no, no, no, no, no, no, boss. 270 00:15:27,927 --> 00:15:30,512 As your right-hand man, I cannot permit that. No. 271 00:15:30,596 --> 00:15:33,849 This whole "stay busy so you don't have to think" deal? 272 00:15:33,933 --> 00:15:36,727 It's... it's a trap. You are not going to work today. 273 00:15:36,810 --> 00:15:38,872 - You are taking the day off. - No, I cannot do that. 274 00:15:38,896 --> 00:15:40,940 The world will continue to spin. 275 00:15:41,023 --> 00:15:43,567 The moon will rise on schedule. 276 00:15:43,651 --> 00:15:47,279 And the only problem will be how much I'll miss your lovely smile. 277 00:15:48,155 --> 00:15:49,155 Please. 278 00:15:50,324 --> 00:15:53,577 And don't you dare go home and do things for your family. No. 279 00:15:54,244 --> 00:15:56,997 You go somewhere lovely and unexpected 280 00:15:57,081 --> 00:15:59,291 and do something just for you. 281 00:16:00,876 --> 00:16:01,876 Okay. 282 00:16:01,919 --> 00:16:04,171 [whimsical music playing] 283 00:16:05,089 --> 00:16:06,924 Dear Lord, you don't even know how. 284 00:16:13,597 --> 00:16:14,682 [dog barking] 285 00:16:14,765 --> 00:16:16,058 [June laughing] 286 00:16:16,684 --> 00:16:17,768 Oh! 287 00:16:18,435 --> 00:16:19,603 Good morning. 288 00:16:19,687 --> 00:16:21,438 Pastor June, good morning. 289 00:16:22,272 --> 00:16:23,565 When did you get a dog? 290 00:16:23,649 --> 00:16:25,526 - This is Samson. - [chuckling] Oh! 291 00:16:25,609 --> 00:16:27,361 He's new. A rescue. 292 00:16:27,444 --> 00:16:29,321 - What a sweetie. [kisses] - [chuckles] 293 00:16:29,405 --> 00:16:30,781 - Come here, buddy. - Come on. 294 00:16:30,864 --> 00:16:33,993 Oh goodness. I can't imagine anyone giving him up. 295 00:16:34,076 --> 00:16:36,412 Mm. I consider him a gift. 296 00:16:36,912 --> 00:16:39,039 Truth be told, I've been looking for a dog 297 00:16:39,123 --> 00:16:41,333 to be able to go out walking during the day. 298 00:16:41,417 --> 00:16:43,961 - For some exercise? - Mm, more for quiet. 299 00:16:45,379 --> 00:16:48,841 Don't get me wrong, I love everyone at Prince of Peace, 300 00:16:48,924 --> 00:16:52,219 but we have a lot of people in the congregation 301 00:16:52,302 --> 00:16:56,223 who expect me to be at the church and utterly available 24/7. 302 00:16:56,306 --> 00:16:57,516 It must be so hard. 303 00:16:58,517 --> 00:17:01,895 To be at my best to serve, I need my quiet time. 304 00:17:01,979 --> 00:17:02,979 For reflection. 305 00:17:03,522 --> 00:17:05,482 Right now, my favorite scriptures 306 00:17:05,566 --> 00:17:09,653 are about the times when Jesus went off to be by himself. [chuckles] 307 00:17:09,737 --> 00:17:12,281 So instead of going fishing, you got a dog. 308 00:17:12,364 --> 00:17:15,159 I thought people might respect my taking breaks more 309 00:17:15,242 --> 00:17:16,910 if it were about the dog. 310 00:17:16,994 --> 00:17:20,998 I probably should have gotten a shepherd or sheepdog for emphasis. [chuckles] 311 00:17:21,081 --> 00:17:23,792 - But this little fella called out to me. - Mm. 312 00:17:23,876 --> 00:17:25,836 [chuckles] And we both love our walks. 313 00:17:25,919 --> 00:17:27,755 Maybe I need a dog. [chuckles] 314 00:17:29,840 --> 00:17:31,008 Wanna share mine? 315 00:17:31,675 --> 00:17:34,470 No. No, no, no. I do not wanna intrude. 316 00:17:34,553 --> 00:17:37,473 To be clear, this isn't a pastoral invitation. 317 00:17:37,556 --> 00:17:40,601 This is a suggestion... from a friend. 318 00:17:40,684 --> 00:17:43,228 [poignant music playing] 319 00:17:43,312 --> 00:17:45,522 Let's spend a little quiet time together. 320 00:17:45,606 --> 00:17:46,982 That would be lovely. 321 00:17:47,066 --> 00:17:48,400 - [chuckles] - [Samson barks] 322 00:17:48,484 --> 00:17:49,693 - Whoa! - Whoa! [chuckles] 323 00:17:51,945 --> 00:17:53,572 I shouldn't have lost control, 324 00:17:53,655 --> 00:17:57,618 but I feel like I have been losing control on all sides lately. 325 00:17:57,701 --> 00:18:01,789 I know how worried Maddie is about you. I've spoken to her several times today. 326 00:18:01,872 --> 00:18:04,083 But I completely understand how important it is 327 00:18:04,166 --> 00:18:05,834 for you to get a handle on your feelings 328 00:18:05,918 --> 00:18:09,797 and not make decisions based on fear or anger. 329 00:18:10,881 --> 00:18:11,881 Or adrenaline. 330 00:18:14,343 --> 00:18:16,762 - I just want everything to be perfect. - [laughs] 331 00:18:16,845 --> 00:18:20,390 Well, that is a horrible burden to place on yourself. It's impossible. 332 00:18:20,474 --> 00:18:22,643 I have never wanted to hurt anyone. 333 00:18:22,726 --> 00:18:23,811 But somehow, 334 00:18:25,646 --> 00:18:26,480 I always do. 335 00:18:26,563 --> 00:18:28,232 That's why life is bittersweet. 336 00:18:29,566 --> 00:18:32,820 But what's most important right now is 337 00:18:32,903 --> 00:18:36,573 that the county prosecutor will not be pursuing the case. 338 00:18:36,657 --> 00:18:38,575 Stu refuses to testify 339 00:18:38,659 --> 00:18:41,703 and has apparently expressed great remorse for goading you. 340 00:18:42,704 --> 00:18:44,790 - Can I talk to him? - The prosecutor? 341 00:18:45,290 --> 00:18:46,834 - Stu. - That is a terrible idea. 342 00:18:46,917 --> 00:18:50,087 I admire your compassion, but he'll take it as encouragement. 343 00:18:52,589 --> 00:18:55,551 - I just wanna do the right thing. - Do it a different way. 344 00:18:56,343 --> 00:18:58,804 [solemn music playing] 345 00:19:01,598 --> 00:19:03,600 Yeah, I got the answer. 346 00:19:03,684 --> 00:19:06,520 Just not the one I wanted. 347 00:19:09,648 --> 00:19:11,483 No, it'll be fine. 348 00:19:12,151 --> 00:19:13,235 [Rebecca whining] 349 00:19:17,239 --> 00:19:19,741 I love you too, Dad, but I'm staying here. 350 00:19:22,244 --> 00:19:24,037 Okay, I'll talk to you soon. 351 00:19:24,121 --> 00:19:25,121 [Noreen] Oh... 352 00:19:27,833 --> 00:19:28,917 Everything okay? 353 00:19:29,001 --> 00:19:32,004 Don't mean to snoop. I just wanna make sure you're good. 354 00:19:32,087 --> 00:19:33,672 I miss my dad sometimes. 355 00:19:34,256 --> 00:19:37,050 I get that. I bet your dad's a wonderful man. 356 00:19:37,134 --> 00:19:38,134 He is. 357 00:19:38,886 --> 00:19:42,723 Well, I'm gonna go see if Peanut will go down. Take my shower. 358 00:19:42,806 --> 00:19:44,892 You mind keeping an ear out for her? 359 00:19:44,975 --> 00:19:45,893 Do you one better. 360 00:19:45,976 --> 00:19:48,187 You're wonderful, Isaac. 361 00:19:48,270 --> 00:19:50,856 - [whispers] Wanna go say hi? - Hi, darling. 362 00:19:50,939 --> 00:19:52,274 - Hi. - Can I get you? 363 00:19:53,025 --> 00:19:54,776 Can I get you here? 364 00:19:54,860 --> 00:19:56,069 Hi, sweetie. 365 00:19:56,153 --> 00:19:57,946 [gentle music playing] 366 00:19:58,030 --> 00:19:59,781 Hi. [gasps playfully] 367 00:20:00,282 --> 00:20:01,282 Hi. 368 00:20:02,701 --> 00:20:03,701 Hi. 369 00:20:04,369 --> 00:20:05,369 [gasps playfully] 370 00:20:06,371 --> 00:20:07,372 You know what? 371 00:20:09,791 --> 00:20:14,421 You and I have the same biological dad. 372 00:20:14,504 --> 00:20:16,381 [Rebecca cooing] 373 00:20:16,465 --> 00:20:18,300 I just wanted to share that with you 374 00:20:19,218 --> 00:20:21,220 'cause I think you're really cool... 375 00:20:23,096 --> 00:20:26,225 but I bet that is all your mom. [chuckles] 376 00:20:29,645 --> 00:20:31,104 [crossing bell ringing] 377 00:20:33,023 --> 00:20:35,317 [calm piano music playing] 378 00:20:35,400 --> 00:20:37,653 [indistinct chattering] 379 00:20:41,073 --> 00:20:43,659 - [Ronnie clears throat] - [laughing] 380 00:20:46,828 --> 00:20:48,455 Oh, Ronnie. 381 00:20:48,538 --> 00:20:50,249 [chuckles] 382 00:20:50,332 --> 00:20:55,170 Mm! I cannot tell you how wonderful it is to see you. 383 00:20:55,254 --> 00:20:56,797 [inhales deeply] Mm! 384 00:20:57,881 --> 00:21:00,050 It's been way too long. 385 00:21:00,133 --> 00:21:02,613 I wasn't sure until right this minute you were even gonna show. 386 00:21:02,678 --> 00:21:05,389 Good thing I still had your number in my phone. 387 00:21:07,933 --> 00:21:12,854 Jillian, a rye on the rocks for this fine man, please. 388 00:21:13,814 --> 00:21:16,191 What if I'd changed my drink since I last saw you? 389 00:21:16,275 --> 00:21:18,902 Oh! [chuckling] 390 00:21:19,403 --> 00:21:21,280 Oh, Ronnie. 391 00:21:21,363 --> 00:21:23,073 [sighs] Kathy. 392 00:21:24,366 --> 00:21:26,034 Why in blue blazes are you back? 393 00:21:27,577 --> 00:21:31,290 Paying my respects to Miss Frances, of course. 394 00:21:32,499 --> 00:21:34,543 Good ol' Miss Frances. 395 00:21:35,544 --> 00:21:36,712 So you're not staying. 396 00:21:37,421 --> 00:21:38,463 I don't know yet. 397 00:21:40,757 --> 00:21:42,301 What do you want, Kathy? 398 00:21:43,885 --> 00:21:48,682 Am I not allowed to just miss my big brother? 399 00:21:48,765 --> 00:21:52,436 Stop with the games. 400 00:21:54,521 --> 00:21:55,521 Why are you here? 401 00:21:55,564 --> 00:21:57,733 And what in the living hell was that with the tire? 402 00:21:57,816 --> 00:21:58,816 Oh, please. 403 00:21:59,276 --> 00:22:00,485 I'll pay her back, 404 00:22:01,236 --> 00:22:03,488 which I know she would never do for me. 405 00:22:04,614 --> 00:22:08,327 I just knew Dana Sue wouldn't see me, 406 00:22:08,410 --> 00:22:12,122 and I wanted to remind her how I feel about her 407 00:22:13,248 --> 00:22:17,210 and how she stole Sullivan's from me. 408 00:22:17,294 --> 00:22:19,338 We're not going to rehash that old crap. 409 00:22:19,421 --> 00:22:20,421 [Kathy] Hmm. 410 00:22:21,381 --> 00:22:24,343 Get yourself back to Georgia. Soon. 411 00:22:25,802 --> 00:22:27,596 Maybe as soon as you finish your drink. 412 00:22:28,513 --> 00:22:29,681 I saw Annie. 413 00:22:31,016 --> 00:22:32,184 After the funeral. 414 00:22:33,435 --> 00:22:35,520 What a lovely girl she's become. 415 00:22:38,982 --> 00:22:41,151 I will say it again. 416 00:22:41,234 --> 00:22:43,195 I need you to hear me this time. 417 00:22:44,988 --> 00:22:48,116 [emphatically] Stay away from my daughter. 418 00:22:49,826 --> 00:22:51,078 She doesn't know you. 419 00:22:51,661 --> 00:22:53,121 She doesn't need to know you. 420 00:22:53,914 --> 00:22:56,291 [tense music playing] 421 00:23:01,671 --> 00:23:02,671 Hmm. 422 00:23:16,895 --> 00:23:17,813 [Maddie gasps] 423 00:23:17,896 --> 00:23:19,606 - Did Erik propose? - Is this from Ryan? 424 00:23:20,565 --> 00:23:22,192 - Ding! - [Dana Sue gasps] 425 00:23:22,275 --> 00:23:23,568 Oh my stars. 426 00:23:24,736 --> 00:23:29,741 [stammering] Okay. Hang on for just half a second here. 427 00:23:30,325 --> 00:23:31,325 [gasps] 428 00:23:32,411 --> 00:23:35,705 You're not wearing it. Erik didn't say anything at work today. 429 00:23:35,789 --> 00:23:37,666 And I saw Ryan. He didn't so much as wink. 430 00:23:37,749 --> 00:23:39,626 - [Dana Sue] What'd you say? - [scoffs] 431 00:23:40,127 --> 00:23:42,712 I told Ryan that I had to think about it, 432 00:23:43,922 --> 00:23:45,841 and I told Erik 433 00:23:47,467 --> 00:23:48,677 nothing yet. 434 00:23:50,262 --> 00:23:52,097 Is that fair? 435 00:23:52,180 --> 00:23:53,491 - To which one? - [Maddie] Either. 436 00:23:53,515 --> 00:23:56,351 Doesn't the fact that you need to think about it say something? 437 00:23:56,435 --> 00:23:59,271 Well, this isn't a situation that you jump into lightly. 438 00:23:59,354 --> 00:24:00,772 Taking time is a good thing. 439 00:24:01,273 --> 00:24:03,191 Not if your heart is speaking up. 440 00:24:03,942 --> 00:24:07,612 Look at her face. Your heart is saying something. 441 00:24:07,696 --> 00:24:09,882 I believe it's saying you two need to catch your breath. 442 00:24:09,906 --> 00:24:11,241 Give me back that ring. 443 00:24:11,783 --> 00:24:15,412 - We don't mean to make it worse. - [groans] How can it be? 444 00:24:18,248 --> 00:24:21,460 I care so deeply for Erik. [stammers] 445 00:24:23,170 --> 00:24:25,088 More than I... I ever anticipated 446 00:24:25,172 --> 00:24:28,216 and much more than I was prepared for. 447 00:24:29,509 --> 00:24:30,509 [scoffs] 448 00:24:31,303 --> 00:24:32,471 But Ryan... 449 00:24:34,514 --> 00:24:37,726 - Ryan's been in my heart my whole life. - [Dana Sue] I get it. 450 00:24:37,809 --> 00:24:40,270 It's hard having two good men in your life. 451 00:24:41,396 --> 00:24:43,607 Have to make a decision at some point. 452 00:24:43,690 --> 00:24:45,150 Maybe this isn't that point. 453 00:24:45,233 --> 00:24:46,401 Isn't it? 454 00:24:46,485 --> 00:24:50,280 You seem... seemed happy with Erik. 455 00:24:50,363 --> 00:24:52,282 And, if I may speak frankly, 456 00:24:52,908 --> 00:24:56,703 have you ever truly been happy with Ryan for more than a couple weeks at a time? 457 00:24:56,786 --> 00:24:59,372 San Francisco was good. Mostly. 458 00:24:59,456 --> 00:25:02,042 San Francisco was a long time ago. 459 00:25:02,125 --> 00:25:04,085 That's why I have to think! 460 00:25:04,169 --> 00:25:05,169 [Maddie sighs] 461 00:25:06,129 --> 00:25:09,382 And don't you even let a stray thought about this cross your mind 462 00:25:09,466 --> 00:25:13,261 in the vicinity of Erik Whitley until I tell you differently. 463 00:25:14,304 --> 00:25:16,181 - Yes, ma'am! - [Helen chuckles] 464 00:25:16,264 --> 00:25:19,768 So, Dana Sue, why don't you pour it out? 465 00:25:19,851 --> 00:25:22,604 Eh, I think you only half-poured. 466 00:25:22,687 --> 00:25:23,687 No. 467 00:25:24,147 --> 00:25:26,233 I will say nothing else tonight. 468 00:25:26,316 --> 00:25:28,818 - [Maddie laughs] - [laughing] Oh! Okay, then. 469 00:25:29,444 --> 00:25:30,444 Um, 470 00:25:31,112 --> 00:25:33,615 I told Ronnie about the mystery check. 471 00:25:33,698 --> 00:25:34,991 Oh. Was he excited? 472 00:25:35,075 --> 00:25:37,994 No. He was kind of weird about it. 473 00:25:38,078 --> 00:25:40,789 - Oh. - He accused me of hiding it from him. 474 00:25:40,872 --> 00:25:42,958 - When did you tell him? - This morning. 475 00:25:43,041 --> 00:25:46,586 - Then I understand his reaction. - Last night was all over the place. 476 00:25:46,670 --> 00:25:48,296 - Sorry. - [Dana Sue] Not my point. 477 00:25:48,380 --> 00:25:52,133 Well, my point is that he's been wrangling with how much you trust him 478 00:25:52,217 --> 00:25:55,303 and how much of a voice he has in your relationship. [mutters] 479 00:25:55,804 --> 00:25:58,098 You... you can't blame him for being skittish. 480 00:25:58,181 --> 00:25:59,781 Did you talk about what you're gonna do? 481 00:25:59,849 --> 00:26:02,519 We agree the priority is Annie's college fund, 482 00:26:02,602 --> 00:26:05,438 but we haven't discussed beyond that. I... 483 00:26:06,314 --> 00:26:09,818 It still doesn't seem completely real, you know? 484 00:26:09,901 --> 00:26:12,487 Any more thoughts about why Miss Frances left it to you? 485 00:26:12,571 --> 00:26:14,531 No, but I'm thinking hard. 486 00:26:14,614 --> 00:26:18,451 - So, what are you thinking about Kathy? - Mm. 487 00:26:18,535 --> 00:26:20,615 Have you heard from her in a more appropriate manner? 488 00:26:20,662 --> 00:26:21,496 [blows raspberry] 489 00:26:21,580 --> 00:26:23,460 We should still tell Chief Bolden, shouldn't we? 490 00:26:23,498 --> 00:26:25,498 Ronnie went to see her and find out what she wants. 491 00:26:25,542 --> 00:26:27,669 Frankly, I'd rather handle the tire myself 492 00:26:27,752 --> 00:26:32,382 and pray a tornado swirls up and carries her out of town. [chuckles] 493 00:26:32,465 --> 00:26:34,259 That's what happens to wicked witches, right? 494 00:26:34,342 --> 00:26:36,761 Ah, no. They get houses dropped on 'em. 495 00:26:37,262 --> 00:26:40,098 - I'm fine with that too. - [laughs] Hey, you take it easy. 496 00:26:40,181 --> 00:26:43,184 I'm not bailing anybody else out of jail anytime soon. 497 00:26:43,268 --> 00:26:44,519 Oh, sorry. Sorry, Maddie. 498 00:26:44,603 --> 00:26:48,231 No. No sorrier than I am. I was just telling June I... 499 00:26:48,315 --> 00:26:50,483 Wait, you went to see June? 500 00:26:50,567 --> 00:26:51,610 Unofficially. 501 00:26:51,693 --> 00:26:53,528 We went for a walk with Samson. 502 00:26:53,612 --> 00:26:55,196 - Samson? - It's her new dog. 503 00:26:55,280 --> 00:26:57,157 And... and you were telling June what? 504 00:26:57,240 --> 00:27:00,827 Well, I... I told her that I'm frustrated. 505 00:27:00,910 --> 00:27:05,165 But I'll tell the two of you, I'm also scared and angry. 506 00:27:07,334 --> 00:27:10,211 How did I go from one volatile relationship 507 00:27:10,295 --> 00:27:11,379 right into another one? 508 00:27:11,463 --> 00:27:14,466 Maddie, that's comparing apples to atomic bombs. 509 00:27:14,549 --> 00:27:16,509 And I'm worried there's a connection. 510 00:27:17,802 --> 00:27:21,848 I gotta figure it out. For my sake and for the kids. 511 00:27:21,931 --> 00:27:24,893 We're here... for you and for the kids. 512 00:27:24,976 --> 00:27:25,977 Thank you. 513 00:27:27,395 --> 00:27:30,315 [pensive music playing] 514 00:27:33,943 --> 00:27:36,655 Why would Miss Frances give you a bunch of money? 515 00:27:38,323 --> 00:27:40,450 We are still working that out. 516 00:27:40,533 --> 00:27:43,620 But here's the important thing, sweetheart. 517 00:27:43,703 --> 00:27:46,998 You can now go to college just about anywhere you want. 518 00:27:47,082 --> 00:27:48,124 That much money? 519 00:27:48,208 --> 00:27:51,086 Miss Frances devoted her life to education. 520 00:27:51,169 --> 00:27:54,673 I hope she is dancing with John Prine and the angels 521 00:27:54,756 --> 00:27:57,133 at the thought of you going somewhere wonderful. 522 00:27:57,217 --> 00:28:01,721 - Could go to school on the West Coast. - Oh, well, let's not get crazy. [chuckles] 523 00:28:01,805 --> 00:28:03,890 Or a great art school. 524 00:28:03,973 --> 00:28:05,809 Something more practical. 525 00:28:05,892 --> 00:28:08,978 You know, just out of respect for Miss Frances. 526 00:28:12,607 --> 00:28:13,900 This is pretty wild, 527 00:28:13,983 --> 00:28:16,569 but seems like there's a whole lot to figure out. 528 00:28:17,862 --> 00:28:18,942 Thanks for letting me know. 529 00:28:20,907 --> 00:28:23,368 [pensive music playing] 530 00:28:23,451 --> 00:28:27,038 Thanks for all the wonderful things you said to the adoption agency. 531 00:28:27,122 --> 00:28:30,542 Oh, please. I could've kept that poor woman half a day, 532 00:28:30,625 --> 00:28:33,336 telling her how splendid you and Ashley are. 533 00:28:34,546 --> 00:28:36,423 When do you think you'll get the approval? 534 00:28:37,173 --> 00:28:41,052 It's hard to say. Patience will be the watchword on this journey. 535 00:28:41,136 --> 00:28:42,136 Yeah. 536 00:28:43,388 --> 00:28:46,266 [whispers] Oh, hey. Uh, I can handle him. 537 00:28:46,349 --> 00:28:47,349 No need. 538 00:28:50,103 --> 00:28:51,896 - Bill. - Maddie. 539 00:28:52,814 --> 00:28:54,899 And Trotter, right? 540 00:28:55,525 --> 00:28:56,525 Yeah. 541 00:28:57,110 --> 00:28:59,070 Nice to meet you, Bill. 542 00:29:00,488 --> 00:29:02,824 I'm sorry to interrupt your workday, 543 00:29:02,907 --> 00:29:05,243 but I thought it wiser I not come to the house. 544 00:29:06,119 --> 00:29:08,455 Um, what do you wanna talk about? 545 00:29:09,622 --> 00:29:10,622 Cal. 546 00:29:12,917 --> 00:29:15,837 I'll admit I had my misgivings at the start, 547 00:29:15,920 --> 00:29:19,382 but he turned out to be a fine coach. 548 00:29:19,466 --> 00:29:23,428 And it's a shame that the school board treated him as shabbily as they did. 549 00:29:24,345 --> 00:29:25,180 Thank you. 550 00:29:25,263 --> 00:29:29,768 And seeing how I always got along with Mary Vaughn better than you have, 551 00:29:29,851 --> 00:29:33,438 I wonder if it wouldn't help if I talked to her 552 00:29:33,521 --> 00:29:35,982 about reviewing Cal's termination. 553 00:29:36,065 --> 00:29:38,568 Doesn't matter to me, personally, 554 00:29:39,152 --> 00:29:41,488 now that Tyler doesn't wanna play ball anymore. 555 00:29:41,571 --> 00:29:42,697 Wait. Ty, what? 556 00:29:42,781 --> 00:29:45,033 [intriguing music playing] 557 00:29:45,116 --> 00:29:46,159 [Rebecca whining] 558 00:29:46,242 --> 00:29:48,411 [diners chattering indistinctly] 559 00:29:51,247 --> 00:29:52,247 Hey, y'all. 560 00:29:52,624 --> 00:29:53,875 Hey there, Noreen. 561 00:29:54,375 --> 00:29:57,378 I know you're busy, but... Isaac, uh, just need a sec. 562 00:29:57,462 --> 00:29:59,172 Sure, but I need more than a sec. 563 00:29:59,255 --> 00:30:02,217 [chuckles] Here, come around, Noreen, so he can hear you better. 564 00:30:02,300 --> 00:30:04,093 - You sure? - Of course. 565 00:30:04,177 --> 00:30:05,762 [Rebecca crying] 566 00:30:05,845 --> 00:30:08,640 Come here. My goodness. [grunts] 567 00:30:09,140 --> 00:30:10,225 [woman] Order's up! 568 00:30:11,226 --> 00:30:13,436 [Rebecca whining] 569 00:30:13,520 --> 00:30:16,189 - You two okay? - Uh, you took the wrong key ring. 570 00:30:16,272 --> 00:30:17,273 [sighs] 571 00:30:17,774 --> 00:30:20,735 Peanut has been fussing and hollering all morning, 572 00:30:20,819 --> 00:30:23,071 so I was gonna... [groaning] 573 00:30:23,154 --> 00:30:27,075 I was gonna go for a drive to help her go to sleep, but I couldn't... 574 00:30:27,158 --> 00:30:30,286 Might be a blessing. You look too weary to be behind the wheel. 575 00:30:30,370 --> 00:30:33,206 [sighs] Maybe so, but I've gotta get her to sleep 576 00:30:33,289 --> 00:30:35,917 for my sake and for Isaac's. 577 00:30:36,000 --> 00:30:38,586 I'm fine, besides taking the wrong keys. 578 00:30:39,629 --> 00:30:42,423 What little is left of my nurse brain knows this is the reward phase 579 00:30:42,507 --> 00:30:47,262 that infants go through, but the mushy mom part of my brain 580 00:30:47,345 --> 00:30:48,388 is out of ideas. 581 00:30:48,888 --> 00:30:51,408 - You have a rocking chair? - It's wearing grooves in the floor. 582 00:30:51,432 --> 00:30:53,032 - And swaddling didn't work? - Not today. 583 00:30:53,101 --> 00:30:57,564 Here is what we are gonna do. Noreen, you put Bex back in the stroller. 584 00:30:57,647 --> 00:31:00,358 Bailey will walk her for 20 minutes and then come back 585 00:31:00,441 --> 00:31:02,402 so Erik can walk her for 20 minutes. 586 00:31:02,485 --> 00:31:05,363 Then I will walk her. Then Isaac will walk her all the way home, 587 00:31:05,446 --> 00:31:08,575 where you will have gotten at least an hour's nap. 588 00:31:08,658 --> 00:31:12,036 A sleep-deprived mom plus a fussy baby is not a good combination. 589 00:31:12,120 --> 00:31:14,372 I can't ask that of any of you. 590 00:31:14,455 --> 00:31:16,666 Well, you didn't ask. We volunteered. 591 00:31:17,250 --> 00:31:19,669 And we are gonna help whenever you need the break 592 00:31:19,752 --> 00:31:22,088 until Bex gets through this little phase. 593 00:31:22,171 --> 00:31:25,967 - I could hug you all. - When you get your strength back. [laughs] 594 00:31:26,843 --> 00:31:29,762 Thank you. Here you go, Peanut. Let's go. 595 00:31:29,846 --> 00:31:32,390 [Ryan] Aunt Frances set this aside for you. 596 00:31:32,473 --> 00:31:35,268 It's pictures of us from when we were teenagers. 597 00:31:35,351 --> 00:31:39,105 Mementos from soirees and other events at her house. 598 00:31:39,188 --> 00:31:42,066 - That sort of thing. - Mm. Thanks for bringing it by. 599 00:31:42,150 --> 00:31:43,151 I wanna be clear. 600 00:31:43,234 --> 00:31:46,195 I did not bring this by to force you to answer me. 601 00:31:47,196 --> 00:31:50,199 I kept you waiting for years. You can keep me waiting a while longer. 602 00:32:05,089 --> 00:32:06,341 [Helen inhales deeply] 603 00:32:06,424 --> 00:32:08,927 We've had some grand plans over the years. 604 00:32:10,887 --> 00:32:13,348 But we need to talk about 605 00:32:14,265 --> 00:32:15,892 how those plans might look now 606 00:32:17,018 --> 00:32:18,603 when so many years have passed 607 00:32:18,686 --> 00:32:22,190 and when we've been apart for most of them. 608 00:32:22,273 --> 00:32:23,107 I understand. 609 00:32:23,191 --> 00:32:25,610 The fundamental difference in our plans 610 00:32:25,693 --> 00:32:26,945 was always children. 611 00:32:29,906 --> 00:32:31,616 You say you want them now? 612 00:32:31,699 --> 00:32:32,784 I do. 613 00:32:34,911 --> 00:32:39,999 I'm very sorry it took me so long to see the... wisdom. 614 00:32:41,376 --> 00:32:42,502 The beauty of it all. 615 00:32:46,130 --> 00:32:47,882 I do not tell you this to hurt you 616 00:32:49,425 --> 00:32:50,551 or to punish you, 617 00:32:51,260 --> 00:32:52,804 but I have to tell you. 618 00:32:57,308 --> 00:32:58,476 We had a child. 619 00:33:00,228 --> 00:33:01,228 Briefly. 620 00:33:02,105 --> 00:33:04,607 A child we conceived the last time you were here. 621 00:33:09,779 --> 00:33:13,783 A child I miscarried before I even had a chance to tell you. 622 00:33:15,410 --> 00:33:16,911 After the loss, 623 00:33:18,079 --> 00:33:19,455 because you were gone 624 00:33:20,957 --> 00:33:21,957 again, 625 00:33:22,500 --> 00:33:24,460 and I'd told you that we were over, 626 00:33:24,961 --> 00:33:29,090 there didn't seem to be reason enough to put this pain on you. 627 00:33:29,841 --> 00:33:31,521 So you didn't have to go through it alone. 628 00:33:31,592 --> 00:33:34,429 - That's reason enough... - Oh, I did not carry it alone. 629 00:33:37,056 --> 00:33:39,183 I was surrounded by 630 00:33:40,309 --> 00:33:41,436 compassion... 631 00:33:43,438 --> 00:33:44,605 and support... 632 00:33:47,442 --> 00:33:48,442 [sniffles] 633 00:33:49,777 --> 00:33:50,777 ...and love. 634 00:33:52,405 --> 00:33:55,074 I would have come. I would have been here... 635 00:33:55,158 --> 00:33:56,451 I wasn't sure! 636 00:33:59,912 --> 00:34:00,912 [sniffles] 637 00:34:02,999 --> 00:34:04,834 You say you want children now. 638 00:34:08,838 --> 00:34:10,131 You need to understand, 639 00:34:10,214 --> 00:34:12,884 I've discovered that, um, 640 00:34:14,010 --> 00:34:16,929 my chances of conceiving 641 00:34:17,722 --> 00:34:21,768 and maintaining a pregnancy by any manner... 642 00:34:23,352 --> 00:34:24,352 [sniffles] 643 00:34:26,105 --> 00:34:27,982 ...are slim. [sobbing] 644 00:34:28,066 --> 00:34:30,526 [emotional music playing] 645 00:34:31,778 --> 00:34:32,862 So... 646 00:34:34,864 --> 00:34:36,949 if that changes your plans, I... 647 00:34:41,162 --> 00:34:43,289 [Ryan crying softly] 648 00:34:56,844 --> 00:34:57,845 Cal. 649 00:34:59,097 --> 00:35:00,139 You found me. 650 00:35:01,974 --> 00:35:02,975 Talk to me. 651 00:35:04,268 --> 00:35:06,604 Share without editing. You're safe. 652 00:35:07,188 --> 00:35:08,731 And this is all confidential. 653 00:35:09,690 --> 00:35:11,317 [scoffs] Where'd you learn that? 654 00:35:13,945 --> 00:35:19,534 Well, I go to, um, a PTSD group Vernon runs out of the VFW. 655 00:35:20,535 --> 00:35:21,536 Yeah. 656 00:35:22,578 --> 00:35:24,247 I went to a program once. 657 00:35:24,747 --> 00:35:28,292 Well, actually, I didn't go. My friend Jodie dragged me there. 658 00:35:28,376 --> 00:35:30,503 [both chuckling] 659 00:35:30,586 --> 00:35:31,504 It's hard work. 660 00:35:31,587 --> 00:35:32,922 And I didn't do it. 661 00:35:35,299 --> 00:35:37,051 Pain inspires a... 662 00:35:38,052 --> 00:35:39,846 a lot of unhealthy decisions. 663 00:35:39,929 --> 00:35:42,014 I couldn't even admit it was pain. 664 00:35:42,765 --> 00:35:47,395 I thought I was being smart, efficient. 665 00:35:48,563 --> 00:35:51,315 And I shoved all that rage and confusion behind a door, 666 00:35:51,399 --> 00:35:53,734 and I bolted it so firmly 667 00:35:55,278 --> 00:35:57,363 that I thought I'd never be able to unlock it. 668 00:35:57,446 --> 00:35:59,115 But you have to unlock it. 669 00:36:00,825 --> 00:36:01,825 To live, 670 00:36:03,077 --> 00:36:04,077 to love. 671 00:36:04,912 --> 00:36:06,747 And that's tough because 672 00:36:07,248 --> 00:36:09,500 that can let the demons out too. 673 00:36:10,084 --> 00:36:16,549 Man, they have gotten bigger and uglier and meaner since I locked them away. 674 00:36:16,632 --> 00:36:19,844 That's what happens when you keep them pacing around in the dark. 675 00:36:20,469 --> 00:36:22,346 [gentle music playing] 676 00:36:22,430 --> 00:36:24,932 The only way to tame them 677 00:36:25,933 --> 00:36:28,060 is to walk them out into the light. 678 00:36:29,770 --> 00:36:30,897 Name them. 679 00:36:31,731 --> 00:36:32,940 Know them. 680 00:36:33,024 --> 00:36:34,275 Subdue them. 681 00:36:35,735 --> 00:36:37,862 [sighs] Man, I should be past all this. 682 00:36:38,404 --> 00:36:39,404 Why? 683 00:36:40,198 --> 00:36:43,117 When are we ever supposed to be past wanting help? 684 00:36:44,035 --> 00:36:46,120 Wanting to understand ourselves better? 685 00:36:46,204 --> 00:36:47,663 Wanting friends to lean on? 686 00:36:47,747 --> 00:36:50,041 I hurt the people I was trying to protect. 687 00:36:50,958 --> 00:36:54,462 The people I love, who now don't love me. 688 00:36:54,545 --> 00:36:56,923 You should know Maddie better than that. 689 00:36:57,423 --> 00:36:59,467 You should know all of us better than that. 690 00:37:02,720 --> 00:37:07,475 Maybe what you need most is to know yourself better than that. 691 00:37:14,649 --> 00:37:16,317 [insects chirping] 692 00:37:18,945 --> 00:37:21,197 [owl hooting] 693 00:37:22,156 --> 00:37:23,157 - [shouts] - [screams] 694 00:37:23,241 --> 00:37:24,367 Oh. Oh, uh... 695 00:37:24,450 --> 00:37:27,828 I cannot believe I let you talk me into meeting you in the cemetery. 696 00:37:27,912 --> 00:37:32,166 Uh, let me make it a little less scary. 697 00:37:35,962 --> 00:37:38,297 This is our best bet as a meeting place 698 00:37:38,381 --> 00:37:42,551 until I can persuade my mother that this ban of hers is overkill. 699 00:37:43,052 --> 00:37:45,388 - And she's stubborn. - Is that where you get it? 700 00:37:46,847 --> 00:37:50,518 So it may take a while to bring her around, 701 00:37:51,352 --> 00:37:53,312 and I can't wait that long to see you 702 00:37:54,897 --> 00:37:55,982 or kiss you. 703 00:37:56,065 --> 00:37:58,442 [romantic music playing] 704 00:38:02,280 --> 00:38:03,906 Are you sure this is safe? 705 00:38:03,990 --> 00:38:05,241 Mm. 706 00:38:05,741 --> 00:38:07,410 The ghosts won't tell on us. 707 00:38:13,916 --> 00:38:16,502 [sighs] I wish this whole stupid recall was over. 708 00:38:17,586 --> 00:38:19,255 Me too. For lots of reasons. 709 00:38:19,880 --> 00:38:21,299 - Sorry. - Hmm. 710 00:38:21,382 --> 00:38:23,509 I know this must be awful for your family. 711 00:38:24,010 --> 00:38:27,179 What matters is you and I will be fine. 712 00:38:27,930 --> 00:38:29,682 We just need to be careful, 713 00:38:29,765 --> 00:38:32,685 maybe a little bit sly for the rest of the summer, 714 00:38:32,768 --> 00:38:34,103 and then we'll be back in school 715 00:38:34,186 --> 00:38:36,564 with all sorts of excuses for seeing each other. 716 00:38:36,647 --> 00:38:39,150 I've never been this excited about going back to school. 717 00:38:39,233 --> 00:38:40,233 Hmm. 718 00:38:44,030 --> 00:38:45,030 [Annie chuckles] 719 00:38:46,324 --> 00:38:50,161 Come on, Ty. Watch it with me. All right. You like John Leguizamo. 720 00:38:50,244 --> 00:38:54,707 Yes, so let's watch the John Wicks, not Romeo Juliet. 721 00:38:54,790 --> 00:38:55,958 [Maddie] Ty. 722 00:38:56,042 --> 00:38:59,211 And here's where Mom reveals her love for Moulin Rouge! 723 00:38:59,795 --> 00:39:03,382 Is there any truth to the rumor you don't wanna play baseball anymore? 724 00:39:04,383 --> 00:39:07,470 And here's where I take all the dishes in the backyard to finish drying them. 725 00:39:07,553 --> 00:39:08,637 [Maddie] No. 726 00:39:08,721 --> 00:39:11,807 You're okay. You can stay. I'm not upset. I just... 727 00:39:13,184 --> 00:39:14,685 I wanna hear the story. 728 00:39:15,603 --> 00:39:19,065 Honestly, Mom, I didn't think I knew I made a decision 729 00:39:19,148 --> 00:39:21,275 until Miss Frances's celebration. 730 00:39:22,651 --> 00:39:26,572 And, uh, things have been kind of hectic for you ever since, 731 00:39:26,655 --> 00:39:29,175 so there really hasn't been a good time to talk to you about it. 732 00:39:29,200 --> 00:39:31,118 - But your father knew. - Dad told you? 733 00:39:31,202 --> 00:39:33,454 He came by the spa to discuss something else, 734 00:39:33,537 --> 00:39:35,998 and... he mentioned it. 735 00:39:36,874 --> 00:39:38,459 That... [inhales sharply] 736 00:39:41,212 --> 00:39:42,963 I'm sorry I put you in that position, Mom. 737 00:39:43,047 --> 00:39:45,424 At the celebration, he was going on and on about 738 00:39:45,508 --> 00:39:47,843 how I shouldn't assume I couldn't play D1 ball, 739 00:39:47,927 --> 00:39:53,432 and it just kind of flew out of my mouth, and I realized that it was the truth. 740 00:39:55,101 --> 00:39:58,270 - I was just as shocked as you are. - And when did you find out? 741 00:39:59,688 --> 00:40:02,024 [hesitates] At the celebration. 742 00:40:02,108 --> 00:40:04,610 [splutters] But it wasn't my place to tell you. 743 00:40:06,070 --> 00:40:07,613 - Right? - Right. 744 00:40:10,157 --> 00:40:13,494 So, you're really done, Ty? 745 00:40:15,538 --> 00:40:16,747 I think so. 746 00:40:16,831 --> 00:40:17,831 Okay. 747 00:40:18,999 --> 00:40:20,876 - That's big. - I know. [sighs] 748 00:40:21,377 --> 00:40:24,380 But it just 749 00:40:25,423 --> 00:40:27,425 feels right. 750 00:40:27,508 --> 00:40:28,884 Well, that's what matters. 751 00:40:31,095 --> 00:40:35,474 You are both free to explore new options and make new choices. 752 00:40:35,558 --> 00:40:37,893 That's what you're supposed to be doing at this age. 753 00:40:38,561 --> 00:40:39,478 Thanks, Mom. 754 00:40:39,562 --> 00:40:41,439 What you're not supposed to be doing 755 00:40:42,148 --> 00:40:43,149 is keeping secrets. 756 00:40:43,232 --> 00:40:44,483 I didn't mean to. 757 00:40:45,067 --> 00:40:45,943 [Maddie] I know. 758 00:40:46,026 --> 00:40:49,780 I expect clear and honest communication 759 00:40:49,864 --> 00:40:51,866 all the time from everyone. 760 00:40:52,408 --> 00:40:53,242 Yes, ma'am. 761 00:40:53,325 --> 00:40:54,325 Thank you. 762 00:40:57,037 --> 00:40:58,998 So, we're good? 763 00:40:59,081 --> 00:41:02,418 [scoffs] Of course we are. We're always good. 764 00:41:02,501 --> 00:41:03,544 [Ty chuckles] 765 00:41:04,587 --> 00:41:07,298 Actually, there is one other thing we should discuss, Mom. 766 00:41:07,798 --> 00:41:09,717 I'm really concerned about Ty's conditioning 767 00:41:09,800 --> 00:41:10,843 if he drops out of sports. 768 00:41:10,926 --> 00:41:11,927 Okay. 769 00:41:12,011 --> 00:41:14,513 I will keep up with my therapy, Kyle. 770 00:41:14,597 --> 00:41:17,057 Still, just to make sure you're keeping your arm strong, 771 00:41:17,141 --> 00:41:18,934 I think you should dry the dishes. 772 00:41:19,018 --> 00:41:20,227 All the dishes. 773 00:41:20,311 --> 00:41:22,521 By yourself, every night. 774 00:41:22,605 --> 00:41:24,023 - Oh! - Yeah. 775 00:41:24,106 --> 00:41:25,983 Every night. 776 00:41:26,066 --> 00:41:27,610 - [Maddie] Oh! - Oh! [laughs] 777 00:41:27,693 --> 00:41:29,778 - Okay. - [screams] Now you're gonna get it. 778 00:41:29,862 --> 00:41:32,281 - Mom, I... I didn't mean it. - You better watch out. 779 00:41:32,364 --> 00:41:34,867 - Hey! You're teaming up on me? - [Ty] That was a good one. 780 00:41:38,662 --> 00:41:40,831 [diners chattering indistinctly] 781 00:41:40,915 --> 00:41:43,209 [country music playing in background] 782 00:41:45,669 --> 00:41:46,670 Bill. 783 00:41:48,506 --> 00:41:51,842 Bill Townsend, is that you? 784 00:41:51,926 --> 00:41:53,594 [chuckles] It is. 785 00:41:54,094 --> 00:41:56,430 How nice to see you. 786 00:41:57,556 --> 00:42:00,559 [chuckles] It's nice of you to say hello, 787 00:42:01,101 --> 00:42:04,230 but, well, I'm gonna have to apologize 788 00:42:04,313 --> 00:42:07,024 and ask you to help me remember how we know each other. 789 00:42:07,107 --> 00:42:09,777 Oh, don't you worry. It's been a couple of minutes. 790 00:42:09,860 --> 00:42:11,737 We went to high school together. 791 00:42:11,820 --> 00:42:13,822 Oh, that's not possible. 792 00:42:13,906 --> 00:42:17,159 You look far too young to have been at Serenity High when I was there. 793 00:42:17,243 --> 00:42:19,328 Oh, what a sweet talker. 794 00:42:19,411 --> 00:42:22,581 Oh, I... I was a couple of years behind you. 795 00:42:23,165 --> 00:42:26,293 And I was shy... then. 796 00:42:27,711 --> 00:42:31,048 But let's talk about looking fine despite the years. 797 00:42:31,131 --> 00:42:32,841 Oh, well... [chuckles bashfully] 798 00:42:33,884 --> 00:42:35,219 You're very kind. 799 00:42:35,761 --> 00:42:36,761 Kathy. 800 00:42:37,388 --> 00:42:39,473 - Kathy... - Kathy Boseman. 801 00:42:39,557 --> 00:42:41,684 And have you been in Serenity all this time? 802 00:42:41,767 --> 00:42:43,978 Oh, no. [groans, inhales deeply] 803 00:42:44,061 --> 00:42:47,439 I, uh... I went away. Saw the world. 804 00:42:47,523 --> 00:42:49,441 Well, what brought you back? 805 00:42:49,525 --> 00:42:52,945 A dear friend of mine passed away. Frances Wingate. 806 00:42:53,028 --> 00:42:54,280 Oh. 807 00:42:54,780 --> 00:42:56,865 Yeah, we all loved Miss Frances. 808 00:42:58,158 --> 00:43:00,953 May I buy you a drink in her honor? 809 00:43:01,579 --> 00:43:05,624 Maybe, uh... [chuckles] ...we could catch up a bit? 810 00:43:05,708 --> 00:43:07,084 Perfect. 811 00:43:21,056 --> 00:43:22,056 Kids here? 812 00:43:23,017 --> 00:43:26,562 No. My mom took 'em to Wharton's for milkshakes. 813 00:43:27,104 --> 00:43:29,857 Something they've been doing since they were tiny to give me a break, 814 00:43:29,940 --> 00:43:32,568 but I'd always end up going 815 00:43:32,651 --> 00:43:35,195 'cause it seemed to always turn into a party. 816 00:43:35,279 --> 00:43:39,241 I think my mom taught Ty how to drink out of a straw 817 00:43:39,325 --> 00:43:42,119 using Wharton's coffee milkshake as incentive. 818 00:43:45,873 --> 00:43:49,084 Well, I appreciate your mom giving us space to talk. 819 00:43:49,168 --> 00:43:51,545 She considers herself your biggest fan. 820 00:43:54,340 --> 00:43:55,716 And I let her believe that. 821 00:43:59,637 --> 00:44:00,721 You still want the gig? 822 00:44:01,847 --> 00:44:02,847 I do... 823 00:44:05,601 --> 00:44:07,478 but I've got so many questions. 824 00:44:10,648 --> 00:44:11,940 Absolutely fair. 825 00:44:15,903 --> 00:44:18,489 I'm still trying to figure out 826 00:44:18,572 --> 00:44:21,158 what's been going on and how I feel about it, 827 00:44:21,241 --> 00:44:24,870 but the one thing that bothers me the most 828 00:44:24,953 --> 00:44:29,291 is this... this feeling that you hid something from me 829 00:44:29,958 --> 00:44:31,085 from the beginning. 830 00:44:32,711 --> 00:44:36,840 And something that pulled the rug out from under both of us. 831 00:44:37,424 --> 00:44:39,093 I was hiding something. 832 00:44:44,640 --> 00:44:45,766 Who I really was. 833 00:44:50,396 --> 00:44:53,190 [solemn music playing] 834 00:44:56,568 --> 00:44:58,153 From the moment I met you, 835 00:44:59,321 --> 00:45:01,198 I wanted to be whatever you needed. 836 00:45:02,324 --> 00:45:03,325 But I wasn't. 837 00:45:04,743 --> 00:45:05,743 Yet. 838 00:45:08,622 --> 00:45:11,959 So... [sighs] ...I've been racing alongside... 839 00:45:14,044 --> 00:45:15,879 trying to keep up with this... 840 00:45:18,590 --> 00:45:21,719 image that I was creating, and... 841 00:45:25,055 --> 00:45:26,181 I wiped out. 842 00:45:30,102 --> 00:45:31,228 Why would you do that? 843 00:45:34,982 --> 00:45:35,982 Instinct. 844 00:45:37,901 --> 00:45:38,901 Habit. 845 00:45:40,154 --> 00:45:42,114 Something I haven't defined yet. I'm... 846 00:45:42,197 --> 00:45:43,866 [sighs deeply] 847 00:45:44,366 --> 00:45:45,492 I'm not sure. 848 00:45:49,204 --> 00:45:50,748 So, what happens now? 849 00:45:50,831 --> 00:45:52,583 I'm gonna work this all out. 850 00:45:55,085 --> 00:45:58,589 And if you are willing to be patient with me, 851 00:46:00,048 --> 00:46:04,803 I promise I'm going to do my homework, and I'm gonna make this all right. 852 00:46:05,429 --> 00:46:08,766 [hopeful music playing] 853 00:46:09,725 --> 00:46:11,560 Well, I've got some homework to do too. 854 00:46:12,060 --> 00:46:14,730 Don't think you have to change anything because of me. 855 00:46:14,813 --> 00:46:16,273 No, it's not because of you. 856 00:46:19,443 --> 00:46:20,443 It's me. 857 00:46:25,240 --> 00:46:28,285 Wanna meet me in study hall? We can sit next to each other. 858 00:46:29,411 --> 00:46:31,079 We have to work on our own thing. 859 00:46:36,710 --> 00:46:39,213 [clock ticking] 860 00:46:41,465 --> 00:46:42,508 Just tell me. 861 00:46:44,301 --> 00:46:47,554 I haven't seen you in days, so I know something's wrong. 862 00:46:48,806 --> 00:46:53,143 There's... there's been a lot going on. It's been a bit of a jumble. 863 00:46:53,227 --> 00:46:54,269 Hmm. 864 00:46:54,770 --> 00:46:56,980 I'm sorry if I've been less than responsive. 865 00:47:01,527 --> 00:47:02,527 Helen. 866 00:47:04,363 --> 00:47:05,363 Please tell me. 867 00:47:07,324 --> 00:47:10,702 There's nothing... nothing you cannot say to me. 868 00:47:10,786 --> 00:47:11,786 Hmm. 869 00:47:12,663 --> 00:47:13,663 [chuckles softly] 870 00:47:17,918 --> 00:47:19,628 [breathes shakily] 871 00:47:26,051 --> 00:47:27,051 [inhales sharply] 872 00:47:31,306 --> 00:47:33,141 Ryan asked me to marry him. 873 00:47:35,018 --> 00:47:35,894 [scoffs] 874 00:47:35,978 --> 00:47:38,438 [somber music playing] 875 00:47:38,522 --> 00:47:39,522 And? 876 00:47:40,524 --> 00:47:41,524 And... 877 00:47:47,030 --> 00:47:48,866 I said I had to think about it. 878 00:47:52,953 --> 00:47:55,956 [breathing heavily] 879 00:48:09,970 --> 00:48:11,054 I see. 880 00:48:14,266 --> 00:48:15,601 That's all I need to know. 881 00:48:23,150 --> 00:48:27,070 [closing theme music playing] 882 00:48:27,120 --> 00:48:31,670 Repair and Synchronization by Easy Subtitles Synchronizer 1.0.0.0